TRAVELLING THIS HIGHWAY

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TRAVELLING THIS HIGHWAY

 Travelling this highway

Places more than distance between us.

As the gap widens

So the empty feeling grows

 

Lovers can’t be choosers, you said

Our meetings timed to fill your empty moments –

As if such transience could ever be enough.

 

He rules you still though love is gone

Dead as the wasp on this window sill

Your heart would race away if you would let it;

Why care a jot what others think?

 

You were never meant for running

I can see that now;

Too much you value to be arranged.

I never believed I could say good bye;

So I didn’t.

PRISONER

 

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PRISONER

 The ticking clock is silent

Articulating emptiness

Mainspring not busted

Just not required.

Time gulling it over the horizon

Speckled in the distance

The residue left behind

Not worth a light

 

Over some visionary hill

Virtual reality is real enough

More and more scream the worms

Turning every which way but one

More length, more depth

More leisure, more pleasure

More love, more life

Bur mostly more coin

 

Nothing prepares us for this

The hand that held the answers

Trembling now before new idols

Knowledge bootless as experience

New waves have old beginnings

But tired dogs own no snap

It’s the rut we’re stuck in, see?

Slow going forward but no going back

 

Sitting by time’s window

Waiting for the daily rebuff

To come winging by

Sifting little crumbs of comfort

From the embers

Screaming all the way……

 

 

 

RUSSIAN ROULETTE AS A CURE FOR DEPRESSION

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RUSSIAN ROULETTE AS A CURE FOR DEPRESSION

 

            ‘The first time I pressed the trigger

            I knew I was immortal’

            ‘I wished the feeling could last forever,

            My jubilation was total’

 

            ‘I’m a five-timer’, he told the newcomer

            Extending his gun-finger and closing it slow

            Every lost life seemed etched on his forehead

            Five down, one more to go

 

            ‘Boredom mostly’ and ‘it passes the time’

            Were his excuses for such dramatic play.

            ‘And it turns the girls on too

            In some extraordinary way’

 

            ‘The best cure for depression I know’

            Handing the game to the next in line

            Where the muzzle blew a hole between his eye and his ear

            Death, too, passes the time

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THE OLD MAN AND THE SEA

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PAPA

The time is near

The clock is queer

I have had more than one beer.

Papa crept downstairs

In the early morning.

The keys are close to the time.

They open the locked cabinet beneath it.

The shotgun is quickly loaded

Two in the chambers just in case

Then the gun is heeled to the wall

And his forehead firmly anchors it.

Hands reach down –

And Bang!

Papa is no more.

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            SHE…

            Who coaxed me screaming

            Into the world in ‘46

            When blizzards were raging.

            (Or was it me?)

            Who carried turkeys in her shopping bags

            Suspended on the handlebars of her bicycle

            (going to see the turkey cock)

 

            Who picked blackberries with purple hands

            And topped the full barrels with water

            To increase her payment from the blackberry buyer

            (her pocket money she called it)

 

            Who ate dilisk on June Sundays in Bonmahon Strand

            And washed her feet in the foamy salt water near at hand

            Who grew fat when I was ten

            And  was bed-ridden till grandma came;

            Then the doctor gave here something

            That made her thin again

 

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TIGER BAY

 How long have they sat there,

Unnoticed?

Granite haunches

Tensed in the sand

Brunting the snarling sea

Washed over again and again

Licking endless salt wounds away.

 

From these high cliffs I see them clearly

Wild creatures

Waiting patiently for prey

Yesterday it was desolate;

Now there are tigers in the bay

 

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WRITER AT LARGE

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                                                       Hunter S Thompson at work

           UNTITLED

            Nights when we were young

            We raced the wind;

            Banshees in our wake

            Dracula lying in wait.

 

            We had left him oozing blood

            From the stake wedged in his chest

            In the Rainbow Cinema.

            But with vampires you could never tell

 

            Hair slicked back, stiff with Brylcreem,

            Newly perched on our Raleigh three-speeds

            (with dynamo)

            We explored the world,

            Our winkle-pickers pointing the way.

 

 

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LOVE POEM FROM BONMAHON

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LOVE POEM FROM BONMAHON

 

            God in his heaven never bettered this;

            Never hit perfection more square-on.

            Rugged cliffs lip the strand,

            Opening to fields behind,

            The Atlantic, white-layered,

            Sweeping into the bay,

            Its hurry washed-out

            By the tug of sand, gently rising,

            Before it.

 

            A tangle of marram crowns the dunes,

            Tousled, like windswept hair;

            Whilst, on the slopes nearby,

            A line of white cottages

            Vie for prominence with the old church

 

            Yet, it is the call of the waves

            That steals most of the aces;

            Those rider-less white horses

            Sweeping relentlessly in,

            With their whispering lisps;

            ‘I love you, please don’t go,

            I love you please don’t go’

 

            And I, watching the ebb-tide dragging them back,

            Silently mouthing in their wake;

            ‘She loves me, she loves me not,

            She loves me, she loves me not…’

 

 

THE NIGHT THE MUSIC DIED

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                                                                         Pett Level,Winchelsea

 

            THE NIGHT THE MUSIC DIED

 

            He lay in the box quite comfortably

            His waxen face staring into infinity

            Looking much better in death

            Than he ever had in life.

            It was all that I could do to peer

            At him through slatted fingers

            From the back of the room;

            The ever-present smell of tanning

            And leather aprons absent now;

            More than forty seeping years of it

            Scrubbed away one last time

 

            His moped – a natural progression from pedal power

            When his legs gave out –

            Lay discarded in the coal shed

            At the back of the house.

            (No driver you see, and mother still had the shopping to do)

            He dug turf, cut down young Sally trees,

            And turned over his bit of stony ground endlessly.

            In summer he clipped sheep slowly

            With a machine bought by post from Clerys,

            Carefully stowing it away in its box

            When the shearing was done.

 

            The clay pipes he sucked on – their broken stems

Held together with blood pricked from his thumb –

            Were redundant now

            And his three bottles of Sunday-night Guinness

            Would stand corked under the counter evermore.

            Who would dance half-sets with her now?

            My mother enquired of no one in particular,

            The smoky saloon bar stunned that the music had felled him

            Knocked him to the floor in the middle of the tune.

            He lay there with a smile on his face

            Knowing it was over

            And I never got to know what was on his mind.

 

            We put him in the ground

            And sadness trickled through me

            Like a handful of sand through my fingers.

            Later, everyone stood around

            Eating sparse ham sandwiches

            While I stood there, dry-eyed;

            He was a great man they all said

            Slapping the back of my overcoat;

            Sure he gave forty years to that tannery

 

            And what did it give him?

            I wanted to shout to the throng;        

            A gold watch and a tin tray

            And both had his name spelled wrong

 

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